W.M.Shafiee Ismail :')

True friends are the ones who never leave your heart, even if they leave your life forever. Even after years apart, you pick up with then right where you left off and even if they're never dead in your heart. In the death of our bestfriend, we should consider that the fates through confidence have devolved on us the task of a double living, that we have henceforth to fulfill the promise of our friend's life also, on our own, to the world.

What are some of the feelings that one might feel when a friend passes away. When someone that is special to us is gone it can be difficult to continue living life. Things that were special to us may begin to seem pointless when we don't have that special person to share it with. All of the things that we did together are reminders of the loss that we have suffered. Do ourselves a favor and take the time to mourn our loss. Our best friend died today, I don’t know how to cope. We’ve known eachother for years, the closest of friendships, the closest of family GENESIS 0812. Surely, there's many people cannot stop crying and grieving because they and also WE  keep thinking of how scared he must of been and how much pain he was in. At 18, I’m guessing this is the first important death that has happened to us, to the family GENESIS 0812. Friends, when I wrote this post, it was still a shock. I was sleeping after get tired of waiting at PSM today when someone called me told that OUR APEK dead. Of course I was grieving and we probably still are. This is absolutely normal, when our best friend die :( 

I sit around and wonder and watch the days go by. I look at all the pictures and ask, why did you have to die?

We've always been there for you because you were our best friend and we were always there for you until the very end.

But now it's time to let you go, your spirit now is free. Even though you won't really be gone because you'll live inside of us.

So when we have to leave you at your resting place, we will always remember your smiling, happy face.

This is hardly a goodbye so we won't weep anymore because now you're in better place then you ever were before.

Even though that we will miss you and we'll think about you everyday, you'll always be our best friend,
and that's all we have to say.

Jujur. Kita meratap, kita sedih. Kita merintih. 

Beku minda ini, di setiap hening, masih terfikir.

Ya Allah, benarkah apa yg terjadi?

Tidakkah masih terlalu awal?

Terlalu awal untuk dia menghadap-Mu Ya Rabbi.

Tatkala kita masih menghayati keasyikan, keindahan  ini,

Kenapa harus dia yang pergi?
Kenapa mesti dia?
Kenapa tidak kita? Kita bersama-sama.
Dia teman kita. Kita harus bersama-sama.

Benar. Kita berteman. Kita berkeluarga.
Ini keluarga kita.
Kenapa diambil ahli keluarga kita?
Kita bersaudara. Adik-beradik.
Dia bukan most wanted, kenapa diambil?

Lupa. Kita semua bukan most wanted.
Kita lupa. Akhirnya kita semua akan diambil juga.
Macam dia, dia teman kita. Keluarga kita.
Baru sahaja diambil, tadi, sebentar tadi.
Kita? Kita adik-beradik dia? Bila pula?
Tak tahu. Mungkin esok lusa?
Tuhan tahu. Bila-bila saja.
Mungkin awal. Macam dia, tinggalkan kita.

Hapus. Jangan biarkan air jernih itu menitis.
Kita biarkan saja ahli keluarga kita pergi, biarkan.
Kita redha. Jangan pertikaikan lagi.
Biarkan dia bahagia, mungkin lebih tenang di sana.
Apabila dia kembali kepada Sang Pencipta.
Itu kehendak-Nya. Dia lebih menyayangi teman kita.
Dia tahu yang terbaik buat ahli keluarga kita.
Buat adik-beradik kita.
Biarkan, redha. Ketentuan-Nya, kita redha.
Qada' dan Qadar, kita percaya.
Ajal maut di tangan Tuhan, lepaskan dia.

Berhenti. Sudahi tangisan itu.
Basahkan bibir kita, dengan zikir, doa.
Doa, untuk teman kita. Dia yang pergi.
Bukan basahkan mata. Sakit dia.
Dia teman kita, ahli keluarga kita.
Dia adik-beradik kita.
Jangan, walau sikit pun, sakitkan dia.

Sabar. Lebihkan kesabaran kita.
Banyakkan berisghtifar, sabar. Sabar.
Mari kita bangkit, demi dia.
Kita bangkitkan keluarga kita, Genesis kita.
Genesis 0812. Keluarga kita.
Dia, kita relakan. Dia pergi. Tempatnya kekal abadi.
Kita? Ambil iktibar. Insafkan diri.
Siapa tahu? Esok lusa, kita pergi.
Berjumpa dia, bersama-sama.
Kita pasti, akan pergi, jua.

Adik, abang. Kita satu keluarga.
Keluarga Genesis 0812, moga dirimu tenang.
Kita tidak berkira, kita adik-beradik.
Kita sayang-menyayangi, maaf-memaafi.
Sesama kita, kerana kita, Genesis.
Kita halalkan semua,
*sorry *sayang korang *sayang korang
Itu petanda. Ya Allah.
Kita redha. Jangan pasrah.

Terimakasih. Tak terhingga.
Yang khabarkan kepada aku, dia pergi.
Cikgu Salina Aksah juga, terimakasih.
Aku punya tiga khabar hari ini.
1 khabar gembira, 2 khabar buruk.
Buruk. Apabila keluarga kita tinggalkan kita dulu.
Buruk lagi, esok aku. Ujian JPJ --
Gembira. Bila mana ketika cikgu khabarkan teman kita tiada lagi,
cikgu sedang sarat.
Cikgu Salina Aksah mengandung.
Tahniah!

Kawan, kami doakan.
Selagi termampu, doa kami takkan putus.
Semoga mengiringimu, adik, abang.
Kita keluarga, kita buat selagi terdaya.
Untuk dia, adik, abang kita, Shafiee Ismail.

Al-Fatihah--